10 Reasons Dreams and Devotions has been hard to edit
7:15 PM
So, I am very, very behind on the schedule. Projects are not
going as they should. A large part of it is because if Dreams and Devotion. So
some of you may be wondering why this project is so hard for me.
1. It is personal. I put some very real emotion into this
story as well as some elements from my life. When I see the story, I don’t just
see the words I wrote, I see the real life events they were based on.
2. It is emotional. I put so many of my own emotions in this
book that as I am editing, I am also reliving some of those feelings. The funny
thing is that Dara and Dresden both are me in so many ways. However, Dresden
reacts more like I do.
3. It shows strained family relationships. I adore writing
about families that love each other. I love writing about supportive and loving
parents and siblings who like each other. In this book, I am writing about a
family that is solid, but has some major issues. That is hard for me.
4. I see reflections of my current life. There are things
that I am struggling with now that I wasn’t when I wrote this book. Now, a year
later, I am, and the emotions are raw. It is a little freaky to realize that a
book I wrote a year ago contains things that were theory then, but reality now.
5. I am going through a time of family change. My brother is
about to start working night shift as a nurse. I see some other large changes
on the horizon for my family. They are all good, but that still creates
emotion. As this story is about a family that is changing, it hits close to
home.
6. Life is crazy. We are building a room onto our house for
a dear friend of ours. She needed a place and we were happy to welcome her to
our home. However, this means were are in the middle of a construction zone,
not the most peaceful place to work.
7. People need me. While
I always have this idea that I will be able to write five days a week between 9
and 6 without being interrupted, it never works that way. One of the reasons
that I love living at home, is that I can be there for my family and others who
need me. However, at times, it does seem to slow down the writing process.
8. I have been sick. First a bad flu and then struggles with
allergies. Not as easy to work when that sort of thing is going on.
9. Rewriting. Did I mention I am having to rewrite a bunch
of stuff? Yes, this novel was a mess. I always go with the idea that you can
write horribly as long as you edit brilliantly.
10. Spiritual warfare is happening. I truly believe that
some of my books will have a greater impact than others. This is one of those
books that I think will have a greater impact and therefore, needs a lot more
prayer.
2 comments
To me, it sounds like this book is going to be a beautiful one wrought with true emotion, and in all likelihood it's going to wield a powerful message. I know you're probably going through a rough patch with it -- but it's gonna be worth it, Sarah!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your encouragement.
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